A real Sadhak strives to attain totality in every aspect of
life. He not only does Sadhanas rather he also enjoys all the pleasures life
has to offer. He is filled with a determination to uncover all secret gifts of
life and the courage to move forward on each path that life opens up before him
– this is real adventure, this is true joy and this is LIFE! Only such Sadhaks
can imbibe the whole essence of a Sadhana into their lives. Soundarya Sadhanas
are playthings for them. Apsara, Yakshini & Kinnari Sadhanas have been
created for such Sadhaks for they fully know how to enjoy pleasures and
comforts of life.
At first I was a bit apprehensive regarding the Kinnari
Sadhanas due to the irrational notions prevalent in the society in respect of
Kinnaris. Still, as I was very curious and enthusiastic I decided to perform
the Sadhana. In my first few attempts I had to face failure. I contacted
revered Gurudev on phone and asked him the reason for the same. Gurudev asked
me not to get disappointed and blessed me so that I could attain success in the
next attempt.
But even after so much assurance I felt a bit frustrated.
After a few days I was transferred on my job to Nagpur. There I became so busy
in adjusting to the new place that I completely forgot about the Kinnari
Sadhana.
Just a few days after I had been transferred to Nagpur, a
young South Indian lady of about 27-28 yrs. was appointed to a special post
lying vacant for the past several months. Anupama like her name was indeed very
beautiful. She had come to the city all alone to join the office and no one
knew much about her.
She was very fair complexioned and her countenance always
seemed to radiate youthful charm. She was tall, and her hair was long, dark and
dense. Her cheeks had a natural rosiness and her large dark eyes were
extraordinarily alluring. Her lips looked like petals of rose. Her entire body
was moulded into an hour glass figure and so enchanting was her physique that
everyone in the office was mesmerised by her charms.
We had adjoining cabins and soon we started spending hours
talking to each other. Our hobbies and interests were almost same and hence a
close affinity developed between us. Then one day all of a sudden both of us
were transferred to Bombay. We rented flats within a distance of half a km. and
often visited each other’s flat.
Our office colleagues were obviously very jealous of our
close intimacy and kept gossiping about us. Some of them even started planning
of a way to trap me in some official controversy. I came to know of their
conspiracy when it was already too late. The cooked files on the basis of which
I was being drawn into a snare had reached one of my seniors who too was
against my closeness to Anupama. I became very anxious and remained tense for
one whole week. One evening Aunpama came to my house and taking out some papers
from her handbag said, “You were troubled due to these papers, weren’t you?”
I was dumbstruck for I had not even mentioned the matter to
her. Next day when I reached office the faces of my adversaries looked overcast
with gloom. Slowly the situation returned to normal and after a few months I
decided to have a permanent residence in Bombay. For that I needed a large
amount in advance. One day I decided to discuss the problem with Anupama. When
I spoke to her she laughed and said, “Well don’t you worry!” Within a week she
handed over the amount to me. When I asked her, she said that she had borrowed
from a relative. After that she came to my financial rescue several times.
Whenever I tried to return the money to her she refused to take it.
She lived like a wife with me and offered me all comforts
and pleasures. We were spending happy, pleasurable days in each other’s company
when one day she suddenly said that she was returning to her native place due
to some personal reasons and would not be able to meet me again. I asked her to
give me her address but she said that she would do so the next day. Next day
when I reached her flat I saw that it was locked. I became depressed and sad. I
tried a lot but could not find her.
Much depressed I met Gurudev and prayed to him to help me
locate Anupama. It was then that He revealed to me that as a result of the
Kinnari Sadhana which I had accomplished a year ago, the Kinnari, Priya
Vallabha alias Anupama, had remained with me for one year! With Gurudev’s
permission l am revealing the same Sadhana here.
This Sadhana should be accomplished in the night of any
Friday in an isolated place. The Sadhak should wear yellow clothes and sit on a
yellow mat. He should light incense, and on a wooden plank covered with a
yellow cloth establish the Varvarnnini Priyatma Yantra in a copper plate. Then
the Sadhak should apply saffron on the Yantra, offer flower petals and sprinkle
natural perfume. He should also light a lamp filled with Ghee (clarified
butter). On both sides of the Yantra he should place a Siddhi Phal each. Then
with a Kinnari Mala (a special rosary) he should chant 11 rounds of this Mantra
–
Om Ae-leim Priyaa Priya Vallabhaa Kinnaryei Aagachh
Aagachh Dhan Dhaanya Samriddhim Dehi Dehi Phat
I too performed this Sadhana again and within a month I got
to meet Anupama once again. Even to this day she remains with me each moment.
--- Taken from NMSV
